Saturday, March 31, 2007
{ 5:26 AM }
i feel like a total fool today. ha! early in the morning woke up to go for the interunit street soccer competition organised by our school. actually my advisor(hahaas..) was like telling me not to go because it's i'll be like so bored and stuff, but i thought i would be of some help and can get the things moving a bit quicker. but..i guess i'm wrong? i went there early to see what i can help up with. at least there was something for me to do..when the other schools started coming in, i was suppose to sit at the registration table there and help them register. suddenly when everybody come altogether, we all became blur. sigh. the worse part is after all the teams went out to play their games. i was like the only one doing nothing. not because i'm slack, but i really didnt have anything to do. it's funny how they say all the NCOs are suppose to be busy, there's this one here who's so so so free. ha! the thing went on very very smoothly(: hahaas..when all the schools were dismissed, i went home because mum asked me to go home. seriously, after leaving that place, i feel my heart became lighter. had a long talk with the queen..hahaas..who's also my advisor. hahaas..i hate the white bitch! hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate the white bitch!
suddenly, i feel that i dont exist at all. am i such a non-existant character. i rather you tell me to get lost or go away..but dont make me stay there like a fool. when i tried to 851216, there will never be a chance. i'm so so looking forward to the haagen daaz meal(: i love don. (i know the last sentence very like no link..but it's the sentence i agree with most!!!)